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CHIJ toapayoh. 1/2 2020! <3 12 going on 13 this year., 21/1197hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
![]() yo people of the world, FRIDAY WAS FREAKING AWESOME! my family & i went to AMK Hub & watched Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen.downright awesomeness! i might become a Transformers fanatic. & i'm so going to invade Alina's house. She told me it's Transformers all around. HARD CORE,RIGHT? i know. i love it love it love it! i'd rate it 5 stars even though almost everyone votes it a half. go watch it yourself. Alina&I are the only people whom i know prefer this movie to the one before. sad case,huh? ANYWAYS,i'm going to buy all the Transformers merchandise as soon as i possibly can. so,yeah. LOVE TRANSFORMERS! heehee,chow.love transformers! Thursday, June 25, 2009
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM: 1. Assesment Books 2.David Archuleta Posters 3. iPod 4. Paintings of a monkey&fairy 5. Beanbag 6. Aircon 7. Light SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS: 1. Do You Like Anyone? I don't know, 2. Does Someone Like You? I'm not sure either. 3. Last Kiss? are you kidding me? 4. Been Lead On? Pardon? 5. Been Cheated On? Nope. 6. Want A Relationship? Not now! 7. Wanna Get Married? It depends. SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: 1. The air-conditioner(best thing that has ever happened). 2. The toilet bowl 3. My life. 4. My parents(i don't give a crap about my bro). 5. Friends. 6. Money. 7. God. SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND: 1. Someone I'm missing. 2. NICOLE CHLOE THOMAS! 3. Flubber,i heart you forever. 4. David Archuleta's awesomeness. 5. My damned wisdom tooth,which is causing a hell of a pain. 6. I'm hungry. 7. Jonas Brothers-Fly With Me SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU 1. Believe In God? Yes. 2. Had A Dream Come True? Yes. 3. Read The Newspaper? Nope,it's downright boring(unless there are articles on David Archuleta) 4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? Not really. 5. Have A Best Friend? Countless. 6. Take A Bath Daily? Duh.I'd stink if i didn't. 7. Wish On Stars? Yes.Always. SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Fallen In Love? Yes. 2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? Ew. 3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? Nope.I'm a nice person. 4. Been To A Bonfire? Does like,the one at p5 camps count? 5. Ran Away From Home? *evil laugh* haha. 6. Played Strip Poker? Nopes. 7. Pulled An All Nighter? Yep.. SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU: 1. Cried? Yes. 2. Had Fun? I'm no where near it. 3. Been Kissed? Nope. 4. Felt Stupid? Of course.. 5. Talked To An Ex? Nope. 6. Missed Someone? YESH*cries* 7. Listened To Music? Why wouldn't I if it makes up 50% of my life? RED : ANGER 1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? I'm mad at myself. 2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? My Bro. 3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Yep. 4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? I don't look in the mirror&admire myself when I turn angry. 5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare angrily or yell? Yell.That's the most obvious answer. ORANGE : EXCITEMENT 1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? I don't remember. 2. Are You Easily Excited? I think so. 3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? Nothing. 4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? iTouch&millions of iTunes&movies&pictures of David Archuleta(&of course loved people innit). 5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? To see falalala. YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY 1. Full Name: Arielle Low JiaYun 2. Birthday: 21 November 1997 3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? To beat ******** in every subject for my PSLE. 4. Do You Want To Have Children? Depends. 5. How Do You Want To Die?*blank* BLUE : SADNESS 1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? In the last 24hours haha. 2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Happened? Ask so much for what. 3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? Sometimes.what a loser. 4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? Myself. 5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? I don't know. PINK : LOVE 1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? Not currently. 2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? Not sure. 3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? Nope. 4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Nope. 5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? Nope.people who are single still exist in this world. Monday, June 15, 2009
oh yeah i just wanna say,i'm currently "bearing" a child called ALLISON DAVID-GABRIEL JORDYN FERNANDEZELLE.yeah it's a Cook Family joke.it started with my belt going gone because of somebody by the name of ANGELA a few weeks ago ,& Andrea & Meiting commented that i looked pregnant,so the joke started.Caitlin wrote a birth certificate for the "baby" & all the details & type of pregnancy-belt went loose(rare).that was one hell of a laugh(: then Arielle decided to hold a poll on whether i should keep my baby.(i was way against it but she didn't take no for an answer)if i keep it,my belt would remain with Arielle until the baby was born but if i didn't i would have to put my belt back which meant that i aborted the baby due to tender age.it was a tie.so i put my belt back because Mre Geetha would think why i was such a moron but the belt stayed extra loose to hold the baby.sick joke.but extremely hilarious.that way,i made more friends because some thoght it was pretty awesome.damned Claudia had to shout so loudly for the whole world to hear that i was pregnant.& Mrs Redwan was walking past.i cursed Claudia for the rest of the day.it was so weird.when we came back to school,i actually forgot about the baby.but then 3 quarters of the class asked me how my baby was.some tried killing it but Ma(CAITLIN) protected me.haha. -i killed the cookie monster by eating all it's cookies*muahahahaha* hello there peeps.acting like a moron but heck care.GUESS WHAT??? I FOUND A PACKET OF FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES IN THE FRIDGE! hahahahahhaha.i went hyper after finishing it all in a few seconds.not much sugar content but you get the picture-ME running around in circles & believing that i could fly & became giddy & puked a little bit.very dramatic i know but that's what happens when you finish chocolate chip cookies within a few seconds.so don't try this at home without any adult supervision.which i did,& ended up feeling like an ass. anyways,YESTERDAY,my mum brought me to Marina Square.we went shopping,went extremely hyper bytheway.i bought a pencilcase (okay my mum did) for myself from MYUK that said; ALL STRESSED OUT&LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO CHOKE.awesome eh? i bought one for Queenie too because hers is broken you know the one that says; HAND OVER THE CHOCOLATE & NOBODY GETS HURT. & an extra so that we could give it away.then my mum bought a tissue box holder.then we went down & but some really nice paintings from that Australian exhibition thingamajinga which are so darn nice.you can see those at Centrepoint at the Robinsons at the escalators going up or down to & from the kids' section.love them.i got a monkey & fairy one (Caitlin a.k.a. Ma said i'm growing increasingly mental each day) we ate lunch at Long John Silvers' so as to Not waste precious shopping time.mum bought a Ripcurl slingbag for Brendan(lucky ass),i bought a pair of checkered clak & brown shorts,my mum bought a blouse.*falalalala lalalala* THEN*wahahaha*i bought a pair of black flats(which are awesomely cute but comfy) i feel like trowing away those lousy Kappa ones.my mum bought a bag for herself & we got a bag for my GRANDMOTHER because it's her birthday today so hush hush(: -i love GOD.i love JESUS.i love MOTHER MARY. but f*ck Voldemort for all he's worth. Thursday, June 11, 2009
do you know that when i looked at the pictures i took last year & the years before,i realised that i looked like a totally fat assed freak with no sense of style.i can't believe it.damn the old me.i was seriously wrecked in the mind.what was i thinking,i dunno.i just looked freakishly ugly & fat.*sobs & curses self*it is a total letdown. that's all i wanted to say;damn. you lift my feet of the ground,spin me around,you make me crazier,crazier. Tuesday, June 9, 2009
heyyas.i've been missing those bloody Famous Amos cookies since forever.i feel,HYPWER.no idea why.GUESS WHAT.my mum's enrolling me for ENGLISH TUITION!!! may all the vulgarities proceed.is my english THAT bad?to me,it's pretty hard core.i don't SPEAK singlish.but sometimes i do on a not-so-regular basis,to communicate with my friends,or when i'm totally pissed.i just start blabbering crap.i don't lie.only sometimes when necessary.i don't hate or discriminate,only those with a large amount of pimples or those who act like b*tches.i am innocent.& those people at th bloody tuition STINK.the class is filled with p6 body-odour(i have nothing to do with that)there are only 3 stinkin females there(including me & not the teacher).the rest are guys,who love writing the F word backwards on the board,who try to beat each other at playing with that Rubik's cube,with MANY pimples on their faces.it stinks.so have pity on me. MOVING ON, lauren came to my grandparents' house on SUNDAY(their neighbours see).she is SO not an animal lover.she kicked jodie(one of their dogs)billions of times.i was screaming.apparently,she does that to her cats as well.&COREY does that to small children.it's a sad case.so we did a video:D,we did 2 in fact,of lauren's retarded imporsination of DAVID ARCHULETA.it seriously was.she's SUPPOSED TO post it on her blog BUT she still hasn't.she must be in her own lalaland day-dreaming about DIEGO&JODIE.wishing she made mad love with them.heehee.kidding.&we're planning to fix a date SO ALESSANDRA if you're reading this,we're dragging you along to & you can't escape from the wreaths of our fury*muahahahaha*(i don't get what that meant,it was for the fun of typing.but SA,you're coming along no matter what.&bring that imported kitten along too) *falalalala lalalala* -i love you man.uh!DUDE??? Monday, June 8, 2009
i'm in a rush but i'll make this a quick one: we went to the Kbox at Marina Square on saturday(& by WE it means: uncle Adrian,aunty Mellisa,Sean,Ian,Jean,uncle KimLok(mispelled),aunty Leelian,Esabelle,Zachary,Nicolette,uncle Wei,aunty Danielle,Dylan,Aidan,Megan&my family)because it was Sean & uncle Kim Lok's birthday-HAPPY BIRTHDAY! it was pretty HARD CORE.it was awesome in one word. Esabelle took loads of pics-there was one with Ian's butt which was pretty hilarious.yeah.i hated it at first but it was damn funny can? Friday, June 5, 2009
this video rocks but does not have any content.sit back,watch this&start the vulgarities.because it's gonna waste your time(:
today,it was seriously depressing.except for the time i was in school&did my nonsense with The Blackers Clique.we are only a Clique in the holidays because it's against the class rules.okay,i'm the only one saying that,i just don't want to get into trouble.that's all.is it that bad? anyways,Arielle & I went to Queenie's grandmother's house on MONDAY.it was totally AWESOME.seriously.we were the first one to run out of class because Arielle had to leave at 1.15p.m.so we had limited time.we took some pics like these... FELIX(Queenie's brother with cuteness you could die for),QUEENIE&ARIELLE |
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