Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile AR!ELLE (: CHIJ toapayoh. 1/2 2020! <3 12 going on 13 this year., 21/1197 hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Tagboard. Darlinks Meryl. Isabelle Lauren. Esabelle. Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 December 2009 January 2010 Applause. ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, December 28, 2008 right, as i wanted to continue, CHRISTMAS right, so they played wii. i couldnt, brendan was using mine. wtfh. anyways, later, Jing Kai came. lalala then, just as was abot to die of boredom (well maybe not....the part when Brendan claims he's the best and Ian doing well was entertaining), Alessandra came! i gave her (a maybe, bone-crushing hug cuz she screamed, which she doesn't usually do). then ian whispered something into Brendan's ear and he was like yeah....okay, so we went to my room, watched the simpson's movie on Jean's father's iPhone for a short while, did nothing, went up and down...had dinner of the usual...i dunno how but Brendan started becoming FRIENDS with sean ian and jing kai.they used to hate him...im sure they still do....he's really a pain in the ass sometimes...okay.moving along....we plaed 'hide and seek' cuz Jean wanted to play. the funniest thing was i fund alessandra's butt first.it was found sticking out from behind the chair/sofa...haha...f.y.i i kicked it. i noe thats not wad bffs usually do, but it was funny. she thought so too...lol...XD. later, she had to go home..(sadly). so,the rest of us started to play 'hide and seek' ourselves. brendan suddenly got 'emo' (ian wondered why everyone was using that word. just saying wad Jing Kai said-emo). we searched hi and low for him. then i thought that he was hiding in the cellar. so i went downstairs and saw him sitting behind the bar counter.i was like hi brendan and everyone looked down (theres this glass thingy so you can see wads happening at the bar) it was so cute.sean ian and jean's heads. jing kai was making his way downstairs (he really annoyed me. REALLY). he started acting like Mr.know-it-all and making deals with Brendan. the lame-ness of it all....everyone was staring. okay, i was glaring haha .. sean ran up to the third floor in 3 mines imagine that... they played wii...again....i got bored....again...haha....then they went home... and then i messaged Rebecca. she called me. we talked like for the shortest time....i had to go up....i called her back at 12 midnight but she was too lazy to answer haha end of story blablabla the end :)
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay