Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile AR!ELLE (: CHIJ toapayoh. 1/2 2020! <3 12 going on 13 this year., 21/1197 hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Tagboard. Darlinks Meryl. Isabelle Lauren. Esabelle. Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 December 2009 January 2010 Applause. ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, December 10, 2008 away from where i wanna be and regreting it... hi ppl........ sorrys for not blogging. and yes. i have been hating it but enjoying meself too!!! okay reason why ive not been blogging= perth. you cant possibly hate it. i practically and with a fair enough reason-love that place!!! i love brisbane and adelaide and albany and melbourne and tasmania (is tasmania a country? im such a.....big-headed pea-brain) anyway, enough talk. while i was there, i wrote stuff to type out in my diary but lost the junk.crap me cuz i saw it in my suitcase but just left all that THERE and now...everything is GONE. *sobs* ill just leave a summary of what i can REMEMBER...which seems impossible so here goes... day one(or half of it)-the plane,the airports,the pain... lalala okay so we took the midnight flight which was...horrible you cant imagine how...in best terms-uncomfortable it was lying there. and you start thinking of your comfy bed at home(which you cant...reach) and you have to sleep in a chair like thingy upright. i was going to listen to music and watch movies instead but as u noe, im the insane type so i thought to myself: if u dont get ur sleep, u might become mental!!! i guarantee that if brendan sees u like this he is going to rejoice and wont it be embarrassing if ur frens visited u in a MENTAL HOSPITAL???!!!! go to sleep you asshole and dont wake up!!! i listened as i tend to be a goody-two-shoes at times or maybe it was the music but i went to sleep and woke up at 3a.m. in the morning (which was stupid) and after a few seconds, started pigging out again. unbelievable as i thought it would seem. so we reached. i expected the weather to be hotter b ut it was 16 degrees. i couldnt even take 18!!!! i was bound to die of cold-ness. later, we just went to a cafe in the airport. brendan didnt eat the stuff he bought my dad got mad...it was fun to watch really.lol. :) we got out, got the car keys but there were cars parked directly in front of ours so we had to wait for some time.... it was a LONG drive to Mandurah. its a pretty nice place really. the aussie radio we were listening to couldnt have been any betta (92.9). p.s. i was pigging-out in the car as well. and so was brendan. mostly. we arrived at this place called 'seashells' at 10 but we had to check in at 2...okay... so we went for a walk. i took pics. my mum took more. we went to Sharky's for lunch. i loved it. the solo, the fish and chips (i wish they had solo in singapore)...*sigh* and i saw this really CUTE dog!!! its cuteness was paralyzing. i took pics of it but it stuck to its owners like glue so the they had to be there (in the pics as well) as well *sighs [again]* oh yeah and we saw these 2 cute tabby kittens at the pet shop they were just plain adorable. dadada...alessandra arrived!!! with her mum and Hugo(her bro). they stayed in the resort opposite our apartment so we screamed at the top of our lungs (okay maybe my lungs). my doom met me when my mum said: ''okay get ur swims out we're going for a SWIM.'' i was like: in this cold weather uve gotta be kidding me. my brother seemed to share the same thought but i was more reluctant....(i even resorted to feigning sleep!) [well u cant blame me the bed WAS comfy!!!] we walked down in the freezing cold weather to alessandra's...place. she welcomed us by leaving her slipper at the door (we heard screams) and we ding-donged and she opened the door with a wide grin. she pulled me in. it was nice the place was blazing with music and her mum was watching tv. urm okay i really have to go but ill continue at least tomorrows so byyes :)
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay