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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
 < thats me and the person i call my brother... Wait till Shao Min sees this... Dont worry. he looks slightly better in other pics but maybe not in this collection...  << it was really YUMMY... i lurved the cute fairyfloss...heehee... <<>
 thats the idiot... i noe he's gonna kill me for typing this...  me making sandcastles...they didnt last very long..tho...:X i was so bored when we went to the beach... i had to do something... and i was the one who didnt wanna go back.. haha...  thats me lalala.. <<we were at the marron farm. i hated it. so cruel... my dad got excited so did brendan. they were choosing some for dinner,,,:( i didnt go near any of 'em during dinner...haha :) <<>  <<eating something like i greedy pig.. haha:) nada... <<>  <<< haha this is a pic of me and Alessandra in Mandurah at the beach at Seashells...the freaks...lol...it was freakin' cold but Alessandra thought it was hot. imagine that... lala:) tatas hope you enjoyed them few pics haha...leave your comments...lame as it sounds... im going to alessandra's house so byyes! :) Tuesday, December 30, 2008
 HELLOO. this is rebecca WHO IS WEARING BRACES. and it kinda sucks. HAAH, soo, these are some pictures , of some retarded freaks haha. <<> Sunday, December 28, 2008
right, as i wanted to continue, CHRISTMAS right, so they played wii. i couldnt, brendan was using mine. wtfh. anyways, later, Jing Kai came. lalala then, just as was abot to die of boredom (well maybe not....the part when Brendan claims he's the best and Ian doing well was entertaining), Alessandra came! i gave her (a maybe, bone-crushing hug cuz she screamed, which she doesn't usually do). then ian whispered something into Brendan's ear and he was like yeah....okay, so we went to my room, watched the simpson's movie on Jean's father's iPhone for a short while, did nothing, went up and down...had dinner of the usual...i dunno how but Brendan started becoming FRIENDS with sean ian and jing kai.they used to hate him...im sure they still do....he's really a pain in the ass sometimes...okay.moving along....we plaed 'hide and seek' cuz Jean wanted to play. the funniest thing was i fund alessandra's butt first.it was found sticking out from behind the chair/sofa...haha...f.y.i i kicked it. i noe thats not wad bffs usually do, but it was funny. she thought so too...lol...XD. later, she had to go home..(sadly). so,the rest of us started to play 'hide and seek' ourselves. brendan suddenly got 'emo' (ian wondered why everyone was using that word. just saying wad Jing Kai said-emo). we searched hi and low for him. then i thought that he was hiding in the cellar. so i went downstairs and saw him sitting behind the bar counter.i was like hi brendan and everyone looked down (theres this glass thingy so you can see wads happening at the bar) it was so cute.sean ian and jean's heads. jing kai was making his way downstairs (he really annoyed me. REALLY). he started acting like Mr.know-it-all and making deals with Brendan. the lame-ness of it all....everyone was staring. okay, i was glaring haha .. sean ran up to the third floor in 3 mines imagine that... they played wii...again....i got bored....again...haha....then they went home... and then i messaged Rebecca. she called me. we talked like for the shortest time....i had to go up....i called her back at 12 midnight but she was too lazy to answer haha end of story blablabla the end :) Saturday, December 27, 2008
christmas....the -pressies so fun Christmas was a blast. i opened my pressies the moment i woke up. i had to tell my bro first tho...:x he took some time to get out of the pigging....so yeah.. my dad gave me two pairs of adidas shoes: one for golf and one for running and tennis blablabla...my mum gave me a outfitter girls shirt...my grandparents gave me $. i got loads of stuff to end the list. my bro practically LOVED his nike shoes they were like his prized possesions haha.... so we went thru the day with worksheets, wii and crap....take that back sias. we had a christmas party. sean, ian, jean and their parents came first. while brendan and i were playing wii, we heard the doorbell ring. seconds later, there was a loud bang and Jean burst thru the door. she was like hi! and i was like :) and she was like my mum bought 2 pressies for you and i was like why? and she was like(in a shy way) cuz youve been looking after me and babysitting me and i was like thanks loads! and then there was a second BAng and ian burst thru the door which was quite comical. sean was still downstairs. so ian wanted to synchronise his wii remotes but i think destroyeed it and among the 3 remotes we had, mine was the only the only one which could work. so brendan took it and started playing wii with ian. stupid idiot.... i hafta go now urgently so when i get the new and faster com ill continue so byyes :) Wednesday, December 10, 2008
so sorry so sorry there was an error in the last blog. ill try fixing it.... :) away from where i wanna be and regreting it... hi ppl........ sorrys for not blogging. and yes. i have been hating it but enjoying meself too!!! okay reason why ive not been blogging= perth. you cant possibly hate it. i practically and with a fair enough reason-love that place!!! i love brisbane and adelaide and albany and melbourne and tasmania (is tasmania a country? im such a.....big-headed pea-brain) anyway, enough talk. while i was there, i wrote stuff to type out in my diary but lost the junk.crap me cuz i saw it in my suitcase but just left all that THERE and now...everything is GONE. *sobs* ill just leave a summary of what i can REMEMBER...which seems impossible so here goes... day one(or half of it)-the plane,the airports,the pain... lalala okay so we took the midnight flight which was...horrible you cant imagine how...in best terms-uncomfortable it was lying there. and you start thinking of your comfy bed at home(which you cant...reach) and you have to sleep in a chair like thingy upright. i was going to listen to music and watch movies instead but as u noe, im the insane type so i thought to myself: if u dont get ur sleep, u might become mental!!! i guarantee that if brendan sees u like this he is going to rejoice and wont it be embarrassing if ur frens visited u in a MENTAL HOSPITAL???!!!! go to sleep you asshole and dont wake up!!! i listened as i tend to be a goody-two-shoes at times or maybe it was the music but i went to sleep and woke up at 3a.m. in the morning (which was stupid) and after a few seconds, started pigging out again. unbelievable as i thought it would seem. so we reached. i expected the weather to be hotter b ut it was 16 degrees. i couldnt even take 18!!!! i was bound to die of cold-ness. later, we just went to a cafe in the airport. brendan didnt eat the stuff he bought my dad got mad...it was fun to watch really.lol. :) we got out, got the car keys but there were cars parked directly in front of ours so we had to wait for some time.... it was a LONG drive to Mandurah. its a pretty nice place really. the aussie radio we were listening to couldnt have been any betta (92.9). p.s. i was pigging-out in the car as well. and so was brendan. mostly. we arrived at this place called 'seashells' at 10 but we had to check in at 2...okay... so we went for a walk. i took pics. my mum took more. we went to Sharky's for lunch. i loved it. the solo, the fish and chips (i wish they had solo in singapore)...*sigh* and i saw this really CUTE dog!!! its cuteness was paralyzing. i took pics of it but it stuck to its owners like glue so the they had to be there (in the pics as well) as well *sighs [again]* oh yeah and we saw these 2 cute tabby kittens at the pet shop they were just plain adorable. dadada...alessandra arrived!!! with her mum and Hugo(her bro). they stayed in the resort opposite our apartment so we screamed at the top of our lungs (okay maybe my lungs). my doom met me when my mum said: ''okay get ur swims out we're going for a SWIM.'' i was like: in this cold weather uve gotta be kidding me. my brother seemed to share the same thought but i was more reluctant....(i even resorted to feigning sleep!) [well u cant blame me the bed WAS comfy!!!] we walked down in the freezing cold weather to alessandra's...place. she welcomed us by leaving her slipper at the door (we heard screams) and we ding-donged and she opened the door with a wide grin. she pulled me in. it was nice the place was blazing with music and her mum was watching tv. urm okay i really have to go but ill continue at least tomorrows so byyes :) |
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